Life man... what can you do?

Holy moly, my life has been wicked crazy rollar coaster style. Up down, twists turns, loop-de-loops... I had it all.

Now, it's kind of quiet. I like it quiet. Just me and the writings... and teh school and the depression.

PAXIL

Any thoughts? Suggestions? Concerns? I'm on Paxil, and it's all right so far. Except my Aunt is worried.

Who cares though...

Uuuhhhh... I have crazy wicked apetites... yay.

So, toodles.

Genesis

Genesis stood behind the bar and poured herself a glass of scotch with a few ice cubes. She looked at the man sitting across from her and gave a wry smile. He quickly looked down at the bar. After a sip from her drink, Genesis leaned forward and whispered, "Boo."

The man winced noticibly. Genesis gave a dry laugh. "Scared Geoff?" When the man didn't answer, Genesis knew her assumption was correct. "You should be." She downed the rest of her drink and without wincing, walked out from behind the bar and pulled a switchblade out of her pocket.

Geoff laughed nervously, "I've got your money, Gen. Don't worry about that." Genesis came to a line painted on teh florr and stood facing the dart board. "I know you have my money, Geoff. You wouldn't be alive if you didn't." She gave a pause before continuing. "I just want to know why it took so long. I told you to have my money two weeks ago. You had plenty of time to get it to me, but there I sat. Day after day... waiting."

She threw the knife and it hit the bullseye of the board. "I hate waiting." Geoff jumped up and started to make a run for it, but was caught by Genesis's right hand goon. A muscled guy named Tony grinned toothlessly at Geoff. "Count the money, Jimmy," Genesis snapped out to a man on her left. Jimmy stepped forward and took an envelope from Geoff.

Genesis walked up to Geoff, her nose almost touching his. "Tsk. Tsk. Running, Geoff?" She traced a scar on his cheek, "That's not your style." Geoff stammered out a response too quiet to be heard. "What?" Genesis asked him with a hint of a smile. Geoff's eyes flickered to the envelope. "Oh," Genesis commented, realization dawning on her. "You don't have all of my money, do you Geoff?"

Geoff opened his mouth, but before he could speak Genesis put her hand over his mouth and said dangerously, "No speaking." She held out her free hand and the money was placed in it. "How much, Jimmy?" Jimmy cleared his throat and told her, "Six." Genesis dropped the cash on the floor.

"You walk inot my bar oweing my six grand and expect to walk out?" Genesis shook her head sadly. Geoff's eyes widen "I can get it Genesis, I swear it. You'll have it tomorrow!" Genesis backhanded Geoff as she spit out at him, "You've said that before."

"Please Gen," he pleaded. Genesis opened her mouth to respond, but the dorr to the bar swung open and two men walked in. "Hey Genesis," the first man sang out. Her eyes went to the men holding Geoff. "Take him to teh back room." The nod and Genesis gives the newcomers a great smile. "What'll it be boys?"

Application

Here's this application that I filled out for this community or wantnot...

Application

Basics
Name: Jessica
Age: 17
Gender: Female
State: Texas

Say what you think about the following: (at least one line)


Abortion: I think that pro-choice is the way to go. Most people argue Biblical reasons for condemning abortion, but we need to move past the dark ages and into the light.
Eating Disorders: They suck a whole lot. Anorexia is not fun, especially when you lose 60 lbs in three months.
Same Sex marriage: ROCK ON! Hell yeah, I want it legal.
Drugs: Very Bad. Except when given by a doctor and taken at the recommended dosage.
Alcohol: NOT GOOD. What more can I say. It’s bad, and it ruins peoples lives. It makes you do dumb things.
Love: Too complicated for one sentese to cover. The most intese emotion ever experienced.
What would you do if you were a member of the opposite sex?: Pee standing up.



Pick a random subject and write at least two to three reasonably length sentences on it.

Music as an aphrodisiac.

Have you ever been out dancing and you didn’t really like who was next to you all that much but your favorite song came on and BAM! There you were attracted to this person, rubbing yourself all over them and just thrashing to the music… Aphrodisiac. Also, it can become a thousand times more sensual when you have some soft music playing in the back ground.

What’s your fav:
band: Blue October
food: Ice Cream
Drink: Water
word: Kerfloopey
Color: Green
flavor: Strawberry
subject: English
movie: Kissing Jessica Stein
book: A Time for Dancing

what is the first thing that come to mind when you hear:
water: Shower
rain: Swimming
orange: Sunset
sex: Yum
Food: Hungry
pleasure: Yes, please?
holiday: hate ‘em.
blood: vampires
world domination: Bush

Random questions

think of at least 10 adj. that you think describe you: perky, funny, loud, sweet, complicated, bouncy, mellow, creative, kind, loving.
What is the craziest thing you have ever done? I stole a road sign one night with my friends.
What is the stupidest thing you have ever done? Got drunk and slept with my best friend’s boyfriend’s twin sister.

Something Stumbled...

I stumbled across this when I was clearing my hard drive. It made me laugh...

Dear Muse,

Your attention span is much like that of a gnat. Or, more so like that of a crack baby. You float, or flit more like it, aimlessly from topic to topic, and have I mentioned to you lately that you are such a slut? Seriously, Dearie. I know that girls are pretty, and we do love to make them love us, but that can wait can’t it?

I know you are lonely. I feel it too. I know you want to go and find us something warm to snuggle, but can’t it wait? There is all of this lovely writing we have to be doing right now. You know, that project you have had me working on for a year now. Yes, that one.

You just stopped, Musie. I need you and can’t do this without you. Stop being such a slut. We will find us a pretty girl soonish. College is right around the corner and everything will be all right then. You have my word.

Sincerely,
Jessica

MEMEMEMEME

Here's a 'MEME'

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THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD (OTHER THAN THIS ONE):
1. Texas_girlie
2. witchyxwoman
3. beautifultagedy

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I have a very nice butt.
2. I’m extremely perky most of the time.
3. I take charge and control my own fate.

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My constant fear of abandonment.
2. The need I have to put everyone before myself.
3. The fact that I escape from unhappy reality too much.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Southern
2. Texan
3. Georgian (person from Georgia)

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Clowns
2. Girls – they intimidate me at least.
3. Being alone.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Music!
2. Friends.
3. Kisses – I’m a needy girl.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Care bear panties.
2. Warm socks.
3. New pink bra!

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR ARTISTS AT THE MOMENT:
1. Alien Ant Farm
2. Le Tigre
3. Vanessa Carlton

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. "Who’s to say" by Vanessa Carlton
2. "Broken" by Seether and Amy Lee
3. "Calling You" by Blue October

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS
1. Holding a steady job that pays well.
2. Driving… yeep!
3. Making decisions based on necessity, not entertainment.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (Love is a given):
1. Trust.
2. TIME.
3. Sincerity.

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE :
1. My toes are painted silver with green and hot pink polka dots.
2. My best friend has a birthmark in the shape of a Christmas tree on her left butt cheek.
3. I’ve never seen snow.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (OR SAME SEX) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Strawberry Lip Gloss
2. They always smell soooo good…
3. I absolutely melt when I see them ‘bam-pow’ hips.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Pee standing up, it doesn’t work that way!
2. Ski, I yard sale.
3. Math. I’m a words gal.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Writing.
2. Dancing.
3. Music – playing it.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Eat some cookie dough.
2. Write on my stuff…
3. Get accepted to Brown University?

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Medical Examiner.
2. Dental Hygienist.
3. Oncologist (cancer doctor).

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Rome.
2. Greece.
3. Egypt.

THREE KID'S NAMES
1. Eden Renee
2. Autumn Greenlee
3. Alai Cortney

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Find a cure for cancer
2. Get married and have children.
3. Have just one good Christmas.

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. The LizMonster!
2. Scary
3. Someone from BLOGEXPLOSION